Figuring
Out Life on the Streets
Mickey
had seen a lot of crap in the four days he had been living on the streets, but
nothing quite like this. Peeking around the corner of the dumpster he was
hiding behind, Mickey watched as the smaller man fell down on the ground with
the force of the other’s blows. The smaller man let out a groan as he curled
into a ball, trying to protect his face.
Mickey
watched for a few more seconds before huddling back behind the dumpster, unable
to watch anymore. He pulled his jacket back up around his body, as if trying to
stop the chill that cut through his soul.
There
was so much violence out here. Mickey had no idea that all of this was going
on. Prostitution, drug deals, bounty hunters, gang violence. All of it was so
blatant, so in your face. Like tonight. Mickey was just trying to get some
sleep when the sounds of this fight broke out down the street. He suspected it
was a gang dispute, considering the distinctive tattoos on both of their
exposed arms.
Mickey
stayed huddled in his little spot of land, waiting for the sounds of the fight
to end. It seemed like forever, but finally it did. Mickey tried to get smaller
as he heard footsteps coming towards him. The large man walked right by him,
blood clearly visible on his knuckles even in the low light.
Once
Mickey was certain he was gone, he crawled out from behind his dumpster. He was
a little scared the man would come back, but he felt compelled to check on the
victim.
Despite
a lack of medical training, it didn’t take Mickey long to figure out that the
smaller man was dead. At first Mickey couldn’t understand how someone could die
from a fist fight, but then he saw a small pool of blood pouring out of the
man. Since he didn’t hear a gunshot, he figured it must have been a knife.
Knowing
that there was nothing he could do, Mickey went back to his spot, tears
starting to form. He hated this. Hated it so much. There was so much pain and
violence out here and there was nothing he could do to prevent it. Hell, he
couldn’t even protect himself.
As
he huddled up in a small ball, Mickey wished for the millionth time that his parents
hadn’t kicked him out. He was only seventeen. He had no business being out on
the street.
Slowly,
the tears started to dry as Mickey ran out of energy to cry. He had cried so
much over the last few days, thinking about everything he had lost and the
despair of this new life.
Just
as he was about ready to fall into an uneasy sleep, he heard sounds coming down
from the other end of the alley. Peeking around the corner, he saw a few other
men standing around the dead man. One of the taller ones pulled a gun out of
the back of his pants and cocked it. Yeah, he was right. Gang violence.
Mickey
huddled back in the corner and tried to ignore what was going on down the
street. Tomorrow he would get up and leave this place. There was just too much
violence here. Maybe soon he would find a place where he could feel safe enough
to sleep through a whole night. He hoped so at least; he was getting very
tired. Tired of everything. Of the running, the violence, the pain. But there
was nothing he could do. He had to keep fighting and hope that one day things
would get better.
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